Where Your God At? I Need Him

I’m a ward of the state
So I try not to suffocate
As I wait
For someone to love me and tell me that I’m a child of a mighty God
See I act like I’m crazy and hard, cause this is how I survive
On the streets, in the prisons, in the group homes and residence halls
But under it all, it’s just a façade
Do you love me? Well I need you to show me that
I need your attention yo, where you at?
Until I see god in you, I’ll continue
To let the blood splat
If you so righteous, where your heart at?
And most of all,
Where your God at?







See that man can’t be my father
After he violated us, made his mess and left
And now heads want the same sex
So you judge us along with the rest
And my new family, Ray Ray, Pookey, Sheniqua and them’s pants sag cause they got swag as they walk around like they got jet lag from that henney and blunt drag
It feels good when we touch each other
You use to touch me
So who you callin a fag?
You called me stupid, ugly, dumb crazy, retarded, nasty fat nasty, rebellious, disrespectful and stank
But you aint seen nothing yet. If I do go back to that school I’m a start wildin
Yo, I put that on my set!
Cause them teachers and teachin us nothing
I’d rather be on the block
Getting that fast cash and letting my glock go pop pop pop on a nigger
I figure the employments is hard and they won’t give me a job because of my record
So I’ll go find Ra Ra, and Rob and Malachi will be home in a hot second.
Nigger what you looking at me like that for?
You ain’t built like that!
You better fall back cause you don’t know me like that
I squeeze on nigs like you all day and let the blood splat





I’m a ward of the state
So I try not to suffocate
As I wait
For someone to love me and tell me that I’m a child of a mighty God
See I act like I’m crazy and hard, cause this is how I survive
On the streets, in the prisons, in the group homes and residence halls
But under it all, it’s just a façade
Do you love me? Well I need you to show me that
I need your attention, yo, where you at?
Until I see god in you, I’ll continue
To let the blood splat
If you so righteous, where your heart at?
And most of all,
Where your God at?

I got a new seed to feed
If probation don’t catch no pills or weed in my system
I’ll be runnin back outside
So I could get them new jordans, some timbs, and the I Phone 5
So I could go holler at my sisters friend Renee
I’m hard headed
I don’t listen to nobody
That preacher, that teacher, the church lady and the cop
Tried to tell me I need to stop
But I still wild out and act bad
I’m a good actor yo
I got them all fooled
Cause deep down inside
I’m Scared!
Where your God at?
I need him!